(1/22/15)
Like all of it.
(like now)
only thing I've learned lately
is that there is
no good way
to break a heart.
These poems were written on HanxWriter. My 3-step approach: Write. Fix. Post.
There is a world
beneath our world
where the windchimes dance
and ring
where silver sparrows whisper
the eulogies of dying leaves
where the nearby traffic
grumbles its way into its
smoggy oblivion
where the orange tree
stands at mute attention,
but casts a daring look
at the nearby swarm
of hovering bees.
There is a world
beneath our world
where roses hum like a choir,
their outstretched petals raised
in reverance, their
harmonies pure and tight.
It is a world where the wind,
like a genie's carpet,
flies in and sails by us,
fluttering the hairs on our flesh,
and where the sun
when it moves but an inch, alters
the multitudinous shadows.
It is a world beneath
our world that is always
alive, but is only truly
witnessed in the silence
of our profound stillness.
You dropped to
the kitchen floor
and once again
no one could
save you, not even
the wife you kept
in the closet with
those useless suits.
you used to say
don't hold back
give it to me
straight
then you would
lie to us with what
was left of your
tongue. At the
memorial, those
of us who were loyal
and loved you
gathered at your
stone; we passed
around the flask,
swallowed each
burning drop
of the borrowed whiskey
as if it was Communion.
Smiling, we saved
the last for you, and poured
a hit right into the vase
with the flowers. Later,
we told stories
as we watched the red,
annotated balloons
lift into the sky.
You know John,
I'll give it to you
straight one last time:
we said goodbye
as best we could.
Who knew we were
performing for our
neighbors, who themselves
were actors in
the show we were watching
on the flat screen in
our living room?
Was it only our piercing
imagination that
made this art possible
or is every edifice
on the cul-de-sac
a facade, lit by
leikos or fresnels?
Sometimes I think
winter is a type
of intermission
all by itself and
the rain is nothing
but applause.